Tuesday, February 28, 2012

Fuuuuudge.

I haven't had ice cream since January. 

Until today.  Today I devoured a pint of Moose Tracks in under 30 minutes.  It was a delightful experience. 

It was also a last hurrah before going into healthy mode March 1.  I don't need to lose weight, but I feel like I could stand to get more physical on a daily basis.  Winter always puts me in hibernation mode.

And working from home, while it's amazing, doesn't really help. 

I guess coming out of the grey days of winter and what's been a rocky end to 2011 and rocky start to 2012, it's time for some change.  Shake things up.  Do something different...for myself.

And I have my eye on a new bikini.

Spring is coming, and just like the flowers, I intend to blossom and bloom.

Monday, February 27, 2012

Oy, 2012. Oy.

Well, I'll keep this short, but I felt it necessary to post as this blog isn't going anywhere, anytime soon.

I had started a different blog project earlier this month, in the hopes of reaching some deeper level of self discovery.

What I really did was, well...I think I was just venting and trying to convince myself that I was stronger or more resilient than I actually was at the time.  "Fake it 'til you make it" or so they say.

Yeah, that doesn't always work.  So I deleted that project, took some time off, and decided to just be really honest with myself and deal with whatever it was that was going on in mah' brains.

And I'm not so stressed about it anymore.  As a matter of fact, I'm actually doing pretty darned good.  So it's back to this fun blog about random shit in my days and weeks and months. 

Speaking of, I am incredibly excited for February to be done.  2012 seemed to start out pretty darned good, but then I hit some rough spots, like my car debacle for instance, and then February just kind of became a diarrhea shitstorm.  Not just because of particular things, just in general.  And I think I'm mostly accountable for the way I let myself view everything.

Luckily though, it's a short month and it ends on Wednesday.  And with March comes leaves on trees, and warmer temperatures and I'm just another step closer to flip flops; which are the counterpart to my knee sock addiction in the colder months. 

So we're back to the good times with the ol' BB20s blog, folks. 

Let's all do a happy dance.

Or just watch me have a difficult time at the Target trying on shoes:

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Random.