|I am a party.|
I did partake in some NYE rituals: wearing pink underwear for luck (I've also heard red, which I used to do for years, but that never seemed to work out well. So this year? Pink. With little red hearts. Perfect.), and I even ate 12 grapes (although it was way after midnight and I only remember about 3 of the wishes I made...out of the 12...one for each grape.)
And of course, by the end of the night I was wearing a party hat, drinking out of a champagne bottle and covered in balloons. True Tiff fashion.
I don't really have any expectations for the new year. In my 31 years I've discovered it's always best to stay in the moment instead of trying to plan out every single detail. I mean, of course I have hopes and dreams and goals, but I'm flexible, I guess.
I rather enjoy the unexpected detours, especially when they take me somewhere great that I wouldn't have otherwise discovered if I'd followed my plans to a T.
I would like to start a diary though. I mean a hand-written, private diary. I still have my diary from my freshman year of high school, which is hilarious. It's a testament to my survival of my teens and a reminder that things tend to work out precisely as they should, whether you planned them or not. Usually "or not."
I do realize that my priorities have started shifting a bit, though. It's weird. And I don't know if it's because it's a new year or because I'm in my thirties. I guess I've started reevaluating a lot of things, or actually it might be that I've stopped fearing some of the things that had until recently scared the ever-loving bejeebus out of me. More on that later perhaps?
And no, I don't have any resolutions to quit smoking or lose weight. The only real resolution I have is to be grateful for each day I have, for each single moment I'm a part of. And it is with high hopes that this attitude will make 2012 a beautiful year, full of happiness and abundance.
This is my hope for all of you as well.
I also just won a game of Words with Friends against Mr. J. Things are definitely looking good for 2012.